Current mood:	thoughtful
Current music:	Art-School - foolish

Ooooh, man, September. Ugh. Stupidest month ever, okay!? I'm just saying.


[You know, sometimes words just cannot express how mad stupid I feel. It's crazy, seriously.

I mean, I know I'm not an idiot -- or, uhm, not that much of one. I'm not the smartest kid in any of my classes or anything, but I'm still pretty good at most things. Just.

I don't know.

What I think I'm trying to get to is ... I like spending time with Yanagi. Just being around him, it kinda calms me down sometimes, right? And it's just, yeah. Just. I can't help thinking this's really stupid. Plus, okay, yeah, I think he's hot. Haha.

There's just this weird feeling I've got, like -- I almost -- I don't know. I feel really selfish somehow.

And just, yeah. Writing stuff down is supposed to help you get what you're thinking better, right? But how can you write it down if you can't even think of the right words?

I don't know, I think I'm gonna chalk all this up to having a bad day and go on with my life. Just gotta wait and see what happens, basically.]



Dude, I suddenly REALLY WANT RAMEN, what the hell. Fuck this journal shit, I'm gonna go hassle Mom into actually MAKING LUNCH FOR ONCE